I got nothing done today. This is becoming a depressing pattern.

Well, not nothing. I went to class and paid a marginal amount of attention to the lectures. I went to work and did about two hours' worth. I had bubbletea with Kimberly. Then I dumped on her, sort of.

Came home and had some cookies, then went into my room as always. I've been online for 6 hours almost continuously now. Somewhere in the middle I pried all the keycaps off my keyboard and rearranged them.

What have I done? I've poked around on okcupid, talked on IRC, and checked mail too much. IRC is dead these days, but especially on Friday afternoons. Nobody was really on any IM much, either.

I'm just stuck in a rut.

Class ends in something like three weeks, and I'm not ready for it. I don't have a job, and apparently it's too late to find anything fulfilling.

I think the problem is that I'm letting the guilt from not actually doing schoolwork build up, which is uncharacteristic of me. The guilt, not the not doing schoolwork. I usually don't care.

I need hugs, damnit, not encouragement.

Mood: melancholy

I was not on LJ for a few weeks recently. I'm going to be totally offline this week because I'm going to Camp Indianola.

Can you tell that I've had too much of .Net and assorted OO lately?

Yesterday (25-May-2006) was my grandmother's ONE HUNDREDTH BIRTHDAY! It's not like she reads this or anything, I just wanted to broadcast that. It's pretty cool, isn't it?

Oh, and I think it's kind of fun to hit on random girls whom I know I'll never see again.

Today I met [name removed] and her friend [name removed] from Overlake School. A fast phonebook search (using Google: rphonebook:[name removed], wa) gives [name removed]'s phone number, though I'll never use it. Perhaps I might, to see if either of them have LJ. I didn't get [name removed]'s last name.

Edit

I facebooked [name removed]. I'm reprehensible.